I need to but...

I know I need to update everyone on my delivery of Beldon but I just can't seem to get everything I want to say on screen. I need to get it out but every time I try it just doesn't seem like what I want to say. A few of you have heard the jist of the story and I wish I could get this out so the understanding would be better. I promise I am working very hard on this. Trust me it's drivin me crazy. I will do it soon. Promise. Thanks for understanding...